Today I turned 20 and started out feeling the most alone, lost and vunerable I’ve ever felt in my life and I didn’t want to go anywhere or see anyone. I don’t know why it hit me so hard today but I feel so overwhelmed and sad. Not to mention the fact I’ve made myself physically ill from all the drugs recently and lack of eating and sleep.
Rachel dragged me to her’s, looked after me in the day, got some friends over for the evening and made me a cake, and it has turned in to one of the nicest birthday’s I’ve ever had.
So this is just to say a massive thank you to Rachel for being one of the kindest and best people I’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing. Thank you so much.
… and then she starts rolling me a birthday joint as I write this (just to prove the point)…